As I have mentioned earlier, I have been angry for some time. Annoyed, sourly, aggressive.
Wondered what the heck my co-workers were laughing at smiling at, when there in my opinion was nothing funny in sight.
I have worked with myself, and I have had a time-out. It has worked, I can tell.
By nature, I am easygoing and funloving. I survive by spotting the crooked and crazy angles on things, and I have laughed my way through many a crisis - some times with tears in my eyes. When I am my normal self, that is, and I haven't quite been that.
Yesterday I could tell that my laughter was back. Like a spring delayed.
I heard myself laughting at she oddest, silliest things at work. I felt the surplus energy to turn things a quarter around, making them crooked and absurd.
The day is brighter this way. I have gotten my laughter back.